Been off from Facebook for a while. I think I’ve had enough at least for now. But perhaps actually it’s fear that’s been making me feeling low. It is the question: do I love myself? Whatever the answer is, I just want to hide myself from the world. Knowing that someone cares about me is frightening.

dont let you self down, but i am happy to hear that you understand that face book is not the place to find what you were looking for. I know:(, i unfriend you but i did it for you, and i think it hurts me more then you self.
thank you Gerrad! it’s a nice surprise that you still read my blog
you never understand me, sure i will all ways read you blog
i am just, or i fell like a person that dont deserve you . I was honest. And since so much time has past i think i can say this with you not getting hurt after all .
But in my little perverted sick mind i will all ways love you.
i know you do, Gerard. i know you do.